confrontations

so .. living with girls there it is almost inevitable that there will be drama ... we made it almost a year, well, more like 8 months without too much but on tuesday night the poo hit the proverbial fan

now, i'm not a fan of confrontation ... i'm not good at initiating it, not good at being on the receiving end and definitely not good in the aftermath ... which is the reason that i've been avoiding it for months

unfortunately, i was in the wrong place at the wrong time on tuesday evening and received the brunt of the anger and now must live in the insufferable silence that follows

i'm comfortable in silence, i'm not always a talker and often prefer to just laze in silence ... but this is uncomfortable silence ... and so i have hidden in the comfort of my room where no one can bother me .. but really, how much longer can this go on? how much longer can i stay a prisoner, a prisoner of my own room? really, i am also the jailer, so i guess as long as i decide.