nature boy

so, apparently rogers has decided to punish me for whatever reason ... i'm quite unsure why; the madness has gone on for two full tv nights so far (the repairman was supposed to come tonight, and he didn't) - it's quite sad

luckily, we get one channel (ctv) without cable; cbc comes in too, but it's rather fuzzy. i think the worst part is that i keep trying to channel surf during commercials, and i can't. i must now subject myself to a full commercial break of advertising. i am at the mercy of the marketers! i am their slave! i am their prisoner! if i cry uncle, will they let me go?

so, i have been subjected to canadian idol for the last two hours. fortunately, they can sing! they are amazing! their singing is moving me so much, making me so emotional. when kalan sang nature boy, i was his (i think kalan should be careful that he doesn't become a sex-symbol to the 25 - 40 year old women of canada ... i know too many ppl in their mid-late twenties that are in love with him; technically, this is ok, since he is 18 and of age - but, he looks like he's 12 - 14, which really is a little frightening). theresa has been my girl from the start. i'm quite sad that i haven't been a dedicated fan and didn't get a chance to show all their stuff. in just a few moments, ben says that one of them will rise victorious (i'm betting it's kalan, he's just so amazing)

but you never know, there can always be surprises!

but in the end, i will miss the show. mostly b/c i'll miss ben. i'm in love with ben, i can't explain it. there's this strange attraction to the epitome of canadian smarminess. ben, if you're reading this, i'm yours!

p.s. this week in pictures contest will be on hiatus. i was unimpressed by last week's entries.